Really, I do not know what wrong is with me. I feel no joy, more like, relieve. Over dinner again, I kept thinking why I did not feel the same way as my friends. I SHOULD BE delighted as well, coz this course was challenging and torturing. Mentally > physically. A labourer/construction worker, they are usually tired physically. Once they hit bed at night, they will be snoring like pigs. For me, the torture is mentally. Although physically I'm tired, I could not have proper and sound sleeps during the nights. Even if I do sleep, my mind is filled with glimpses of everyday life which includes work. Silly, I know. But what frustrates me is, despite my effort to tire myself, I still COULD NOT GET QUALITY SLEEP!
That would be my summary for the course. I can't believe I let myself to go through that 1.5 years of torture. I hope it is worth it. By now, my stupid brain could have gone through evolution and hence adapted to such stress, but sadly no. I am not a perfectionist, but I get tensed up over little things. I REALLY NEED MY LONG BREAK!
Below is my result for the final semester (research project and thesis) and my overall CGPA.
Sem 1: 4.00
Sem 2: 3.73
Sem 3: 4.00
Another achievement in 2010, but nothing to be proud of. Getting 3.91/4.00 doesn't guarantee me living a beautiful life with handsome salary. At the end of the day, I am just another Master graduate looking for a dream job.
Life is.... crappy.
